Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

1.family. they say blood is thicker than water. they're right.

2.Van. someone as music-y as me, yet the total opposite of me.

3. fangs and lims. both of you make jc life so much better and i'm glad we're still meeting up periodically :)

4. bestest. sometimes very irritating, but yet you know about my secrets more than anyone (okay partly because you grill me wayy too many times, now is my turn *evil grin)

5. loverboy. the reason he's number 5 is not because he's least important but i feel unfair that everyone else in the list know me for years and he barely know me for one year and still made it to the list. my only justification is that he did make a major difference in my life. and i do see myself playing this with him for a while more.
“我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选着了你也许是错的人
选着包容了你的不安分
请尊重我的选着
我想我 疯了"

its not easy, 'cos i dont trust people, i'm skeptical about people in general
but these people, they're always there, no matter how broken/crazy/depressed/over emotional i am sometimes.
and thats why they matter so much to me.